I am in Osaka now, and I am enjoying myself nowadays. But the memory of you still lingers in my mind; the more people I meet, the more I realise how irreplaceable you are.

I don't even know what I am doing anymore. Even after a whole day, I still can't seem to sleep.

I am exhausted, worn. Both physically and mentally. You are not in my life anymore, and won't be in it for any time soon.

Is it purely physical? I don't know. But one thing I know for sure is that you are the most stunning person ever to appear in my life. I miss you so very much.

Life is getting dull; not even alcohol or any substance in that matter can relieve me from the longing for you. I am damned. I go about my business as usual. Things that I need to stop doing.

I went to a techno club tonight, and surely it reminded me of you. When I was drunk and dancing, I saw you beside me, just like the night we started talking again.

Believe me, I am doing everything I can to move on from you. I am slowly passing out. My body is shutting down.

I will continue to write tomorrow, but I know that it is only when I am intoxicated that I can express everything I feel, and almost all of these feelings have something to do with you.